.Monday, July 6, 2009 ' 4:31 AM Y
i was dreaming about u...
my whole dream...
from v noe each ade until de second that v broken up...
it was like a glance about us between dat period approx 2 years...
ur sacrifice was more than my repay 2 u...
wat is my repay?
merely de money dat v spent when v went out...
i was depressed in the dream...
i was sorry for wat i have done...
dat time i really tot v can 2geder til de end of our life...
but...
alot of things appeared in de dream...
all bout de sad thing...
my choice of leaving u was correct...
cos i really duno appreciate u dat time...
now i saw u gt a good bf...
it relieves de burden n regret in my heart...
from dat time v broke onwards...
i learn the word appreciate...
sumtime i found appreciate has a limit...
over de certain limit causes suffer in myself...
it also makes ur beloved soulmate duno how 2 appreciate u...
bcos they oredi pampered by u...
sumtime, nid 2 wait until de time v loss of each ade...
den oni v noe d word appreciate...
ytd, my best fren told me about he n his gf...
his case was abit same s wat i have encountered b4...
his gf likes freedom...
she dsnt like my fren to care bout her so much when she went out...
even wer she went to or went out wif who...
she oso wun tel my fren...
but mine was not serious as him de...
i have advised my fren...
i told him...
concern n care is de responsibility of a bf...
sumtime even ur care is not over in ur perspective...
but it seems over in ur gf perspective...
mayb their thinking still not mature...
or mayb there is generation gap?
try to giv each ade sum time...
if ur gf do not appreciate u...
try to find those who appreciate u...
bcos our qualification is not bad...
v dun need to force sumbody to b with u if she dsnt appreciate u...
there are bunch of tree on the mountain...
waiting u to find the precious one...
my advise to him was an advise to myself too...
i have learned stg after sum incident happened to me...
i will remove my hand if one day U choose 2 leave me...
bcos dis mean u dont appreciate me anymore...
but...
i will not simply leave u cos i appreciate u n LOVE u...
Labels: i love u not bcos who u r... juz bcos wat i m when i b with u....
